Days Of 25 Years

25 Years of endless long path i lived full of failed chances that i was living to not wait to see; non of any day. Hooking up my heart with every day that this is the intent day. I kept creating hope in every single thing that this is the thing will take me away but unfortunately i was losing patience in day after day. Work, love and social life is all what i wanted and releasing the pain away. I lived this whole 25 years dreaming of the perfect day but for no reason every beautiful moment is always goes away. Yes, i'm tired of building that untouchable imagination everyday. Tired of losing these beautiful things that happen on my way. Tired of what lucky people always say. Tired of writing every sentence ends with "Y". Please i want to stop that but show me how to live my day. In my own way.

My Only Love Aliya

The day we met is the day i will never forget. I felt so fully filled of love and tranquility like i never felt it before. i felt my life was brand new like i just born and so blessed to see an angel like you. I still imagining your shiny beautiful eyes and your most pretty smile ever in this whole world all day long. I can't even stop thinking of you not for a moment. You stole my breath away and got my heart with a glance. Although it was a very short period since we met but it had been followed with many feelings and thoughts. I couldn't believe the effect of you were having on me. I felt to mature to be so giddy. Your love slop through my heart since that day and all along. Your eyes made me surf through them to my bright future with you. Your smile made me feel so safely like I'm in paradise. Your feminine made me feel my manly. Your lips made me feel like you would say "Yes" step forward and be brave to ask me but with all of these signs i couldn't do it, So scared of your reaction to be on me. I didn't think i could take it if you just turn and ignore. It was one of my most amazing moments and it just happened. I was counting the days and nights to meet you in person. I had my daydreams of someday we could be together and forever.
It had been such a long time since we seen each other in that other life willing it comes true in real if not meant to be then by a chance. I had been walking all my life here and there looking for the right one but i gave up after endless road of my journey. I lost hope in everything until i saw that bright glow coming to me. i become speechless and frozen. I thought I'm having a daydream and trying to believe my tearing eyes. It was your pretty innocent face. I felt alive again and i did made my decision within a clack to step that step forward and ask you if i could have the pleasure of your love. Thinking of the 1000 miles between me and you made me lose the hope. Being in two different countries killed me the most. i was counting and drawing on the walls the day by the next day till it came to the desired day and i crossed all the way to you.
I made it home in hours and waited for you in days with full of sadness and standing on that sharp edge of broken heart. That moments turned the sky so dark on me. i felt that i lost you again and forever cause i believed that chances never come twice in someone's life. I lived for days but years of hoping and praying if i could go back on time and kneel on the ground just to have you back. I built my own imagination and lived my dreams being with you like in person. I had been living every single moment willing if it take me an arm to have a chance then i would give both of them. I made my future plans with you even though you not there. I had my believes that if it wouldn't be a chance then it would be destiny will gather us again.
After a very long time of lonely days and nights, i was losing my hope and patience when i was laying down on my bed tired of thinking. Is it take a miracle to be with someone i felt love with or it just a fake stories of love has been told to us by authors. I had my own thoughts that we will be together again no matter the long it would take.
Then it comes but this time it is different. She found me on that cozy dark corner feeling so lonely and asked me if i still fine and that she missed me!! For a while i felt like I'm that chubby child won a big piece of chocolate bar and jumped around. My heart beats went so fast like i just want to hug her forever and not letting her go away never. Here where we started our wonderful love story again but a real love story. Days past full of love and amazing moments. We built our relation based on friendship and love. We had been a husband and wife, a small family making their decisions and plans of where to live and what to have. I really had my most sweet memories with her. She had been my inspiration and the joy of my life. We had been supporting each other with everything and sharing the happiness and the sadness. We lived our life full of gladness. But as they used to say "Winds do not blow as the vessels wish" it not meant to be for us to live our life in public so we kept it our precious secret. Life is never fair sometimes and drive you through rough situations. We went through very tough time full of fights and anger but it always ends up with i love you.
I totally know it wasn't easy for you as it wasn't easy for me too to take that. Things have been very difficult for me like I lost my everything. I couldn't know how to act and how to explain. I tried to fit my self so i match your dream. I tried to understand you all the time. I wanted to be that right person you looking for So please help me to make it through.
It didn't stop with us on these hard barriers as we carry on with our love story. We had a promise that we will grow old together no matter what it will take us as long as we are together then we are strong enough to keep our pure love. Nothing will take us apart but death. I loved you and i will be always loving you and if not you then no one.

How Can Girls Keep Their Lovers

Obviously most of the women suffer from having careless relationships with lovers or husbands and they don't know how to deal with such cases. That's why I'm here to give you some tips or you may call it the magical advices.
I would like to write it as paragraphs rather than points so lets start with the magical ways to keep your lover. It's all depends on YOU! The man's nature love to see and feel woman's feminine. Always show him you feminine even when you are angry or mad and never act like a man. Make your voice soft and quiet and never shout and yell, Whisper in his ears when he is angry. Respect his opinions and let him talk about his thoughts. Don't ever break his word and always agree with YES even though he is wrong. Be clean and balmy cause it attracts the man. Be a model for him and different looking girl everyday will makes him eager for the next day. Hug him when he comes back to home even if he went for 5 min out and it will makes him feel he always want you. When you have plan to hang out with him to anywhere be sure that you will be ready before him, Be ready at least one hour in advance cause they don't like to wait long. Make the lovely words are the names of him and don't use them with anyone else to make him feel special. Turn off your phone and give him all your attention while you are together. Secrets should be always within you and him and don't disclose them to your friends or family. Don't ever disrespect him in front of someone and always be his little obedient girl. Always be honest and never lie to him. Show him your thankfulness even if he bought you cheap gift because the big gift will come later. Make him feel that he is your dream man and don't make him feel you accept him because his the only available. Never talk about your Ex's or your favorite actor. Men loves to be treat as child sometimes, play with him and make him feels you love surrounding him with your softly touches. Be his all, His wife, mother, best friend, family so he won't miss them as long as he can find them in you. Don't go through his phone like you don't trust him because he will do the same. Show him some jealousy but not over cause they like to see it sometimes. Be the first who says sorry even if he is the guilty one. Always remember him by a call or a massage and surprise him. Don't argue with him when you have a fight cause it will make things worse. Be the funny and hyper girl for him. Give him a kiss or hug him for no reason. If you don't like something about him be careful to choose the right way to tell him otherwise you will start fight. Always listen to him when he talk and don't cut him. Let him explain his mistakes and don't shut the door on him. Be his naughty girl will make him stick on you. Tell him you love him every morning and night.
There are plenty of other ways to keep him around but as i said it all depends on you in how to use them and I'm sure if you stick with these you will have him sleeping on your lap all the time because even if they are tough, you still can get them with your magical ways.

A Man With A Real Heart

These days we see variety of different classes for men that starts with the a tough one and ending with the a soft one having their vary love stories. Several of them lived a serious one and most of them classified as players stealing hearts with no sense of manner. Talking about a man with a real heart is not easy to find and rare as a black diamond. Based on Philosophy and Sociology men usually can't show their feelings as women do but when it come to the real moment men are more sensitive than women. Many of us don't know how to express our emotions and being mysterious fearing to lose dignity for our scandal feelings so here it comes the man with a real heart who is expressing his feelings out loud with no fear. A Man's nature and behavior is to show his tough side as stone with no mercy trying to prove the power and leadership not giving the chance to be weak even through feeling crises. So again who is this man with the real heart!!

He is who can share and show his feelings as light shines splint through dark corners not scared of the consequences effecting his manhood.

The one who has manners and respect, who's his heart beats struggle being guilty. In love he is cared, worried, secured, understanding, loyal and gentle. He is sharing the happiness and sadness. So it is nothing like this man full of respect and honer. The man with real heart, words are never fair to explain manhood of person while actions are present of man's class.